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purgatorying
since i replaced the i in live with an o, i can't remember who you are...
 
calm like a bomb...

ha, so a funny thing happened to me yesterday and i came here and typed all about it, but when i went to post it, it got erased...    sadness...

 

oh well, we try again...

 

okay, so yesterday, i'm here at work and one of my regular customers comes in...

 

"hola, miguel!!  como estas?"  i ask.

 

"bien, bien," he replies.

 

we sit there for a second in silence before he says: "hey, i was thinking, one of these days when you're not to busy, i would like to take you to lunch, just you and me.  maybe some time this week or if you're not busy on saturday."

 

i can feel my face getting really hot and i know i'm blushing as bright as i can...  i was pretty sure my face looked like volkswagens LY3D paint code for theire "tornado red" color.  and if you don't know auto paint, that's waaaaaaay bright...

 

so i say: "thanks, miguel.  that's really kind of you.  thanks for asking..."

it's quiet for another second and i say "um, did you know i'm married?"

 

and he says "oh, yes, i know you're married.  i'm married too.  it's just a friend thing.  i just want to say thanks for matching my paint on friday."  he turns to walk out and says "just think about it and let me know when you're avaliable."

 

and that was that... 

 

miguel is a really nice guy, and if i were to go with him, i know he wouldn't try anything...  but i could never go to lunch by myself with a customer like that....  it would just be too weird, even if i wasn't married....

 

geez....  anyway, thought i would share...

 

ha ha ha ha...

 
this unrequited tunnel vision..
and i wonder why i've not been writing

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